Freckles

So my life turned upside down since my first/last post. I am still trying to make it back to some sense of reality. I feel myself slipping into an abyss of depression and apathy toward everyone and everything. My performance at work is ok but I don’t really try anymore, I don’t know if anyone had noticed, I try to keep up my old cheerful front. I have become chronically 5-10 mins late which annoys me, I can only imagine how my coworkers feel. I am sure that I will be called on it by management soon. When I am not at work I am on the couch, usually with food. My dog is miserable b/c I only walk him when I have to and as short a walk as possible.

I cannot allow this to continue!!!! I have gained 20lbs in the last 4 months and it must STOP!

I went back to Jenny today and am restarting the program. I have conveniently packaged vegetables and stocked up on fruit. I have begun working on a time budget factoring ample time to exercise, eat breakfast, walk the pup, etc.
I have to do something or one day you will turn on the TV and see me being taken out of the house through a hole in the wall.

TAWANDA!~!

I am returning to the weightloss scene after a couple of years. I lost 43 pounds while in nursing school, and in the past 2 years have managed to gain 30 back. I am pleased that I did not, as in the past, gain all of it back plus more.

I have been doing Jenny Craig for the past 8 weeks, not hard core, but with success. I have lost 12 lbs to date with a weigh-in tomorrow. I have been working on increasing my physical activity outside of work. I have not been quite as successful there, but continue in my journey.

My life long struggle with weight will not be won overnight and I fully intend to have fun and not torture myself anymore.